I'm going to get straight to the point, I love you, I am so glad to have met you especially when I was at a time where I started to feel low again, the fact you love me for who I am and not what I am is refreshing, the fact you love me regardless of how I look or behave makes me feel comfortable in my own skin, the fact you're there for me is just enough and what I needed, I love you and you love me back, you mean the whole world to me and I hope that I am the same way to you, I am sorry if I've hurt you, I'm sorry if I've mistreated you, I am trying my best to learn how to love romantically once more and you understand that, if I ever hurt you please tell me as I don't want to make you feel awful or stressed as that is not what a relationship is about, you deserve better, you are a wonderful person that I've met and I'm so glad you're here with me in this world that we reside in.

You are the sun to my flower, you are the canvas of my painting, you are everything to me and I wish I can express how much I love you, there are so many words that exist in many languages within our world and none of them can form a sentence on how much I love you.

I have written all of this from my heart and not the brain and that I am sorry if I didn't write any words correctly as I wasn't thinking about anything here other than you.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OKAY.

I genuinely do, I have never felt like this towards anyone in my entire life, I'm so glad to have met you I really am I know I've said so many things and I know I repeat my words but I am honest and saying the truth, you've already heard "I love you" from me so many times but I truly do mean it, this page is the closest to me using my own words to write a proper love you message yet it doesn't feel enough, I want to hold your hands, I want to hear your heart beat as I lay my head on your chest, I want to sleep next to you knowing that when I wake up the first thing I would see in the morning is your face, I want to take you outside and sit on the grass during a sunny day, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, I want to feel your breath against mine, you are constantly in my head as I think about scenarios, everytime I go out and find a really pretty spot the first thing in my head would always be something about you. "I can take Woken here." "I think Woken would like this place." "Maybe this can be our date spot some day." "I wish he was here with me right now." It's always constantly about you and I honestly love it a lot.

You help me move on, you help me run faster during life as you keep me going, we recover together from the scars life has given us and I hope that we will stay here with eachother on this planet for a long time, if you ever die I will fight god to bring you back, if I ever die I will be there to protect you like a guardian angel, I wish you were there when I was struggling years ago but it is better late than never, I will be there when you are struggling and you will be there when I am struggling.

I love you.